Fear

Wrote this one last night... Its actually quite bad and repetitive...

I am living a dream
Everything is too good to be true
Life seems worth living.
I'm afraid to open my eyes
I'm scared it will disappear
Like everything else.
I don't want to wake up
To the same gloom and despair
Of life that chains me
With bonds of sadness.
I am afraid everything will vanish
In a flash of blinding light
Leaving me alone and friendless again.
I dont want to go back
To my world of tears and pain.
I know the dream will end
The beauty will dissolve
The ache will return.
I want to hold on
To that vision
Of what could have been
But never will be.....